60 seconds with HIM...

Another sleepless night just passed... Today I need to face another challenge/trial that I wanted to escape but I cannot... I know I am very persistent asking You the same question everyday... Please don't get tired... Don't get annoyed... I know You will not... That's how loving, self-less You are...      I've just talked to You last night and here I am talking to You again... Thank You coz You never get tired of listening... You're always there when I need someone to talk to... Been with this thing before but i am still nervous and afraid... I dont know what awaits me... Will it be good or bad? Please give me the courage and strength to accept it... But whatever it will be... Lord, I surrender my whole life to you, the past, the present, and the future. In sickness and in health, in life and in death, I belong to You..

Another lonely and tiring day has passed...
And I do not know until when it will gonna last...
An every day battle where I cannot win...
I can't even remember why and when does it begin.

Wondering why the world to me is never kind...
A question and the answer is no where to find...
If it is a nightmare please wake me up from sleeping...
I am already drowning, creeping and weeping.

The  gray sky is getting more darker tonight...
The rain and the tears are again near to reunite...
Pain is hugging, I am bleeding, tearing and shaking...
Please let the sunshine in when I wake up the next morning.

Where are you my angel, will you please hold my hand...
Fly me away  with you and bring me in Neverland...
Please stay with me and calm my shattered heart and mind...
And please tell me that you will never ever leave me behind.


--JMS--